My name is Marilise, and I wanted to say hi!
What a great website! I had my Lap RNY in august of 2003, and went from 315 to 190. I've been struggling the last 2 years or so with a 20 pound regain. I've gone through every emotion concerning this topic, but more than anything, sadness, panic and fear. I've made such progress in the last 5 years after a lifetime of morbid obesity and want to move ever FORWARD.
I have just lost focus with eating. I don't know how long it's been since I've even had a protein supplement. I did a lot of thinking this week and realized that I just have to accept that my body is now different from that of most, and I have to eat a certain way for this surgery to work properly. Ways of eating that might work for people with normal digestive systems just don't work for me. I found this site last night and started the 5day Test today with a determination to see it through properly. It was strange to drink a protein shake today... so filling I couldn't finish it in a sitting. Strange, but also good and inspiring. I was so disciplined for a very long time after surgery and I know I can be that way again.
Nice to meet everyone, and I look forward to posting on the different topic boards!
315/190/210/130
Pre-op/Lowest/Current/GOAL

and welcome. Glad to have you here. You have come to the right place!