Life has been crazy this past year. I thought it had been longer then July that I have been on here but anyway that is way to long anyway. In Aug I was taken back into the hospital because of depression so in Oct of last year they ran A LOT of test and found out that I am bi-polar type 1, severe depression, and severe anxiety. I have been playing with my medication since then in trying to get the right "cocktail" persay. I have gained more weight because I have NO energy. I noticed yesterday that my left hip HURTS when I walk almost like a burning sensation. I know it is my weight because on top of that the place where I have to go through is arguing with me about the insurance. I have a letter from the insurance that says I can have this surgery at any time but they are telling me my insurance won't let me have it for 12 months after starting their program in which I have to have $400 to start.
This does not help with the depression at all and I have to go to a psyic evaluation because I am trying to get disabilty because of the mental and my doctor is telling me to add my weight and asthma to that. But if I get the 400 I will take care of the weight part.
I don't know just wanted to drop you a line and tell you all Hi and give you a little bit of what is going on that I have not been around.